今时的我

好奇怪的感觉哦？平日的那个我是那么的爱说话，那么的爱投诉．今天的我
变得好安静哦！就连我的室友也觉得好懊恼！究竟怎么了？
是环境！是！就是它把我变了．我彻彻底底的改变了些许．

说真的，我好累好累噢！真的极之的疲惫了．刚接过我母亲大人的来电时，
我都忍不住的告诉她我真的很累真的很不开心．她好像被我吓着了呢！
据我出生至今，似乎是第一次告诉她我不开心吧？！好奇怪哦！

在这段时间，有过两为朋友给予过我不相同的意见．那为相识已久的朋友要我
以平常心去面对，要我开朗的去尝试新人生；那位刚认识不久的朋友却要我适者生存的
感觉，希望我重整自己，站起身来！

都谢谢他们吧．起码在我无奈时有着他们的开导及冷笑话．应该怎么办呢？
需要时间吧？！让我好好考虑考虑．就领悟到了沉默是金这道理．真的谢谢那个教我的人．
在学习中．　　　加油吧！

无聊的人生

好乏闷的生活哦．整日都好像无所事事般．似乎生存在一个毫无意义的一个角落．好可悲叻！
身边许许多多的朋友都想尽办法要我站起来，别再吊儿浪当了！很难．真的很难！
也许还没有真正的融入这大城市吧？还没真正习惯人人的假假，还没学会如何去和种种
复杂的人心．他们都说该长大了．哈哈！其实，我个人是觉得好难．

试问当人与人不分彼此，不戴面具，不用居心．．．就那么的简简单单的，那该有多好？
他们不累吗？终日得绞尽脑汁的想办法去面对不同的人．不同的人用个别的应对方法．
有时侯真的也蛮佩服他们！要是我的话，肯定头脑爆炸了吧？哈哈！
记得那一天，我要我的一位好友教我．教我复杂．想办法跟不同的人相处．但是，他不肯！！
他要我用我原本的自己来继续我的生活．说什么时间可以改变一切．我能有过人的开心是因为我拥有这性格哦！

期待吧？！我自己也蛮向往新的改变．哈哈！在这种情况下，真的很不开心．．真的好难受有时侯．也许她说的对吧？我黄忠豪习惯给人宠，把别人的让当做一种理所当然了＞＞哈哈哈
慢慢吧！应该可以的．说真的，只是有时侯好想有个依靠！因为实在是太累了啦！

就如今天的考试，其实不会很难！就因为懒惰，临时抱佛脚．．甚至把tutorial的问题都会弄不见．又怎么温习呢？可以怪谁人呢？每次都那样，得过且过，不了了事．哈哈哈．．他们说这才是我哦？哎！！！

人往往会回想从前，总会把现在跟从前做比较．是好事吗？有个新认识的朋友却说有目标有挑战有压力才爽，才会使自己进步．我呢？考虑中！！！思考着．．．哈哈哈

memories of kampar..

to be honest,i hate kampar at first.. keep complained bout the place to my frens or even my housemates that time..kampar is a place that only has lake, hill and buffalo.. i cant even survive myself there.. every weekend,i went back my hometown.. thus, complained it to my parents and also my hometown frends.. and also had apply to transfer back to PJ.. but, just because im just transfered from Pj... so,i cant get the opportunity to do so.. my frens so happy bout that when i cant get it..

btw, it all passed i think... all is diff as before... we cant even cycled to campus sides of the lake.. hows a nice view the journey along... we cant even cycled out to lung kai at midnight... we cant even go to yc everynight... cant taste the teh tarik in ABC.. the egg tart in pasar malam.. we cant go basketball court talk... cant sit outside of my room... cant chat with my housemates n my clasmates gary wong,,kana.... cant have my ex-housemates cares.. cant have anyone that can make me feel so comfortable and maybe so relax.. i really miss them.. miss the place Kampar that make me know them...

the things i missed kamapr the most was my best buddy cycled me... so so so happy that time...

that was part of my regret too by the way...

i miss kk that can support me all the time before... and even treat me as his best fren maybe..

i miss kel.. that was listen watever all my words before. i really super missing him..

i miss gary wong.. my best classmate in TD4... so happy and feel relax while in class wif him..

i miss karyn.. that can ans my call and came anytine any moment to accompany n help me...

i miss my housemates.. kim xiong.. steve... miller... ricky... that had experienced uncountable happiness wif me in that year..

thx... u all bring a lot of happiness and memories for me.. i appreciate u all so much..

in the 1 year.. i never lose myself... im still d secondary scul or hometown one happily guy...

thx thx thx thx thx........

my fren told me...have to grow up... have to think on other ways.. have to study hardworking... and also have the skills in human communications... so so so many things i have to learn right now.. without my best buddy they all... it quites hard for me actually.. but,,i have to.. no excuses for me to escape from that...lol...