最后冲刺的结果

刚完成了degree的第一科考试．说实在的，还真的蛮后悔．为何又再次的临时抱佛脚呢？
是否这早已形成了的一种学习态度呢？以前是这样，现在也是，将来呢？
难道就已那种草草了事的态度继续我的人生吗？悲哀悲哀．．．

其实老天还真的没真正的放弃到我吧？因为我在昨天，也就是说考前一天．．老天爷显灵
了呢！有位神教我了许许多多的东西．．还蛮欣慰啦其实，就当周遭围绕着一群无畏的时候，
有位朋友是还不错的．还是那发出内心的那句话－－谢谢咯,那位很凶的老师．沈老师！！！
真的教了我许多东西，当中当然也少不了那些愚蠢的问题吧？看来可是最没脑的那位学生．
总结还算不错啦，可以及格咯（虽然忘记了许多）．．哈哈哈．．

考完了这又可以歇息下．毕竟最后的冲刺耗尽了许许多多的精力呢！
所以咯？为什么要最后一分钟？？为什么？？
早点准备，早点学习．．不就好了嘛？？哎！！！

总之现在的心情好零乱哦！好像立即完毕那些耗费体力精神的考试．回家好好的休息个够．
回家跟我父母还有外公吃晚餐，谈天．．回家和朋友聚聚．毕竟也只有他们才是我现在
想要珍惜的，应该拥有的．也只有他们才是真正的了解及关心我黄忠豪的．真的　也只有他们．．

最后，希望接下来别再最后一分钟了咯．最后一分钟的努力真的好辛苦啦！！
再次的谢谢那位沈老师．．谢谢．．．

reality world

wow.. now only i know. really.. i know many many and many new things since the first day i join the family of Setapak or even the group of Quantity Surveying. really quite diff from wat the life i experienced before.. nonon.. is totally diff.!!

i cant tahan those people who care their marks as well.. cant understand why people so selfish.. and oso cant imagine how their coming life ll going on.. let say.. now u got 4.0 in ur whole degree courses.. got the first honour in ur cert.. then get a good job and be a millionaire or maybe billionaire.. but,will u happy in the end?? dont stupid lar!!!! use your brain to work ok??

next time,ur children and ur grandchildren ask aboutur study life..ur style of communication.. ur pattern on how u treat ur frens.. can u answer for that? u know how to face them indeed? just try to think in normal way,zhong hao... dis few days, my closer frens keep asking me to do so... keep calling me.. keep messaging me.. or even my mom oso call me so often.. ask me try to be happy always.. enjoy my life then.. im trying , mom n my true frens.. wish me gud luck ya..(although it is really hard.. really really hard..for me)

i dont even know hows ll i going to change myself after 4 years..i cant imagine... and oso not dare to face the new characteristics.. i scare i lost my own character that i like the most.. i scare to lost those happiness while mixing wif people..

btw,i have to thx to those people that can forgot many things so oftenly.. to those peole that like to ignore many stuff while together.. to those reality people that like mark or even results to become better 1 people.. u all make me awake.. i really wake up dis time.. for u all, result is the best prove.. and can try to use any methods just to get what u all wish to get... i really thx and pei fu u all.. u all make me learn many new things ooh.. so,,have to say THANK YOU ya... hahaha

and, i would like to say thanks to those accompany,keep talking in phone,keep messaging one closet frens oh.. escpecially my hometown frens and my 1359 housemates...again thx u all( from heart lar dis time).. hahaha...i am still myself while be with u.. dont worry... it is because the moment be with u all,,i only can get the happy and really enjoy.. dis call LIFE.....

for those who read dis blog, try to understand the meaning of life.. result is not everything.. but happy is the most important in our LIFE....

今时的我

好奇怪的感觉哦？平日的那个我是那么的爱说话，那么的爱投诉．今天的我
变得好安静哦！就连我的室友也觉得好懊恼！究竟怎么了？
是环境！是！就是它把我变了．我彻彻底底的改变了些许．

说真的，我好累好累噢！真的极之的疲惫了．刚接过我母亲大人的来电时，
我都忍不住的告诉她我真的很累真的很不开心．她好像被我吓着了呢！
据我出生至今，似乎是第一次告诉她我不开心吧？！好奇怪哦！

在这段时间，有过两为朋友给予过我不相同的意见．那为相识已久的朋友要我
以平常心去面对，要我开朗的去尝试新人生；那位刚认识不久的朋友却要我适者生存的
感觉，希望我重整自己，站起身来！

都谢谢他们吧．起码在我无奈时有着他们的开导及冷笑话．应该怎么办呢？
需要时间吧？！让我好好考虑考虑．就领悟到了沉默是金这道理．真的谢谢那个教我的人．
在学习中．　　　加油吧！

无聊的人生

好乏闷的生活哦．整日都好像无所事事般．似乎生存在一个毫无意义的一个角落．好可悲叻！
身边许许多多的朋友都想尽办法要我站起来，别再吊儿浪当了！很难．真的很难！
也许还没有真正的融入这大城市吧？还没真正习惯人人的假假，还没学会如何去和种种
复杂的人心．他们都说该长大了．哈哈！其实，我个人是觉得好难．

试问当人与人不分彼此，不戴面具，不用居心．．．就那么的简简单单的，那该有多好？
他们不累吗？终日得绞尽脑汁的想办法去面对不同的人．不同的人用个别的应对方法．
有时侯真的也蛮佩服他们！要是我的话，肯定头脑爆炸了吧？哈哈！
记得那一天，我要我的一位好友教我．教我复杂．想办法跟不同的人相处．但是，他不肯！！
他要我用我原本的自己来继续我的生活．说什么时间可以改变一切．我能有过人的开心是因为我拥有这性格哦！

期待吧？！我自己也蛮向往新的改变．哈哈！在这种情况下，真的很不开心．．真的好难受有时侯．也许她说的对吧？我黄忠豪习惯给人宠，把别人的让当做一种理所当然了＞＞哈哈哈
慢慢吧！应该可以的．说真的，只是有时侯好想有个依靠！因为实在是太累了啦！

就如今天的考试，其实不会很难！就因为懒惰，临时抱佛脚．．甚至把tutorial的问题都会弄不见．又怎么温习呢？可以怪谁人呢？每次都那样，得过且过，不了了事．哈哈哈．．他们说这才是我哦？哎！！！

人往往会回想从前，总会把现在跟从前做比较．是好事吗？有个新认识的朋友却说有目标有挑战有压力才爽，才会使自己进步．我呢？考虑中！！！思考着．．．哈哈哈

memories of kampar..

to be honest,i hate kampar at first.. keep complained bout the place to my frens or even my housemates that time..kampar is a place that only has lake, hill and buffalo.. i cant even survive myself there.. every weekend,i went back my hometown.. thus, complained it to my parents and also my hometown frends.. and also had apply to transfer back to PJ.. but, just because im just transfered from Pj... so,i cant get the opportunity to do so.. my frens so happy bout that when i cant get it..

btw, it all passed i think... all is diff as before... we cant even cycled to campus sides of the lake.. hows a nice view the journey along... we cant even cycled out to lung kai at midnight... we cant even go to yc everynight... cant taste the teh tarik in ABC.. the egg tart in pasar malam.. we cant go basketball court talk... cant sit outside of my room... cant chat with my housemates n my clasmates gary wong,,kana.... cant have my ex-housemates cares.. cant have anyone that can make me feel so comfortable and maybe so relax.. i really miss them.. miss the place Kampar that make me know them...

the things i missed kamapr the most was my best buddy cycled me... so so so happy that time...

that was part of my regret too by the way...

i miss kk that can support me all the time before... and even treat me as his best fren maybe..

i miss kel.. that was listen watever all my words before. i really super missing him..

i miss gary wong.. my best classmate in TD4... so happy and feel relax while in class wif him..

i miss karyn.. that can ans my call and came anytine any moment to accompany n help me...

i miss my housemates.. kim xiong.. steve... miller... ricky... that had experienced uncountable happiness wif me in that year..

thx... u all bring a lot of happiness and memories for me.. i appreciate u all so much..

in the 1 year.. i never lose myself... im still d secondary scul or hometown one happily guy...

thx thx thx thx thx........

my fren told me...have to grow up... have to think on other ways.. have to study hardworking... and also have the skills in human communications... so so so many things i have to learn right now.. without my best buddy they all... it quites hard for me actually.. but,,i have to.. no excuses for me to escape from that...lol...

金宝二十四小时之旅1

早两天，我到了金宝一趟。这一回，我不再是以一名金宝学生的到来，也不是以一位1359得住客的名义。这一次，我只是一个纯粹归来探望朋友的我，一位既心事重重兼不开心的*旅客*。

一路上，我竟不大认得出路来。好可笑哦！也大概快把这陪了我一整年的*天堂*给忘掉？ 怎么可能哦？1359，不是我这次到站的终点了。这一回不会，下一回也不会，将来又怎会呢？
相反之，1301変成了我這次旅途的終站。

首先，我就去把我那久未見面的*鉄馬*給挖出來。它可真是行呢！陪伴我走遍大街小巷足足有一整年的光陰了。也可能是从未拿过休假吧？操劳过度吧？它竟然休息了，泄气掉了．哈哈哈！！
我之后就带它回到那当初可以任凭我胡乱放肆，为所欲为及充满一大箩美好回忆的１３５９去了．

原先，我对那１３５９充满着许许多多的期待及想念．是的！一到那，数之不尽的开心，兴奋，甚至那种一整年所发生过的种种喜怒哀乐事件再次的浮现出来了．哈哈哈！但，听到种种有关方面的不满事件，我开始觉得有些伤心．为何之前的那种１３５９和睦相处，特别融洽，甚至有别于其他人的那份感情不见了呢？是跟随我离开了吗？还是，给这被污染的社会带走掉了？珍惜吧！！！

过后呢！．．．．．．待续．．．．　哈哈哈

我回来了

相隔了那么久的时间，我终于回来了。
那位无时无刻都在埋怨，抱着不满兼品行恶劣的我回来了。
我的回来既没有那首歌曲中所带出来的等待，期盼的感觉。 还不幸哦!!
带给你们的却是那种 吓人，惹人觉得烦的回来。 蛮独特的嘛? 哈哈哈

怎么办? 我始终还是改不了。也许"它"依赖在我的躯体里有了一段非常非常漫长的一段日子。
怎么把它摔也摔不掉。 哎!!!! 真头痛。。
难道习惯了临时用一天的温习来对战那艰难甚至看不明的考试已经是我的一种性格?
我不要! 真的不需要!!
好比方说，明天的考试。现在我都还在这做什么? 怎么了? 我究竟是怎么了?
好累呀!! 真的好累好累!!

科系烦闷的累，周遭环境的污浊，甚至是民生问题的苦恼。
现在的我相信了。 相信那2012年所有的传说了。
相较与他? 那位进来得到我的尊重的那位前辈? 我还真的不算什么?
因为本身的那份


热衷于民生病态，为社会打抱不平的那位偶像，我真的连一小颗的灰尘也不是。。
即便您已经向大家挥手道别了，但您的那份心意 那份情。。。。
大家是会铭记不忘及珍惜的。。 就一直到2012 年。。
我们谁人也不能知晓的那所谓的"末日"是长什么样子吗?
就等待吧!!!! 哈哈哈