超难过的时间

昨天，看了自己的coursework分数。难受到！！！
16.4 over 40.0

是人拿的成绩吗？简直是笨蛋。
和我平日的一样咯。
有事的时候就会上来说废话。
就会后悔之前所做的一切。
这一次。。。

可以怎样？
打包衣服。。 走人。。
说再见。。

我是没问题。
反正都是个废材。可以埋怨什么呢？
拿个碗坐在路边，站着等天养，跳下去埋起来。。

哪有多难？
自个儿解决掉有多辛苦。
反正每次无论做什么都是会后悔的啦！
简直是废物。

我明白。
我都明白。
明白我那老师兼朋友说的话。
也知道她告诉我的东西。
但，我就是要过这一关。
就这么一次罢了。

我不要看到爸爸妈咪的照片后的那个感受。
我不要他们为我这废材儿子担忧。
我也不要那些开心的日子。
我只要及格，爬过这一次难关。

看了问题头又大。
看了爸妈照片就连心都会在哭泣的感觉。
是我
都是我

终日不在乎，吊儿郎当的态度。
怨的了谁？

爸妈，对不起。
儿子再次的做错事了！

给予我的ADVISE

那一天，和AILEEN一起见了我们的干妈。哈哈
和她谈了许多东西。大概讲了两小时多的时间。
好夸张噢！！

其实蛮不错咯。也坦白告诉她我那差强人意的成绩。
当她了解一切后，就是要我。
减少睡眠，多上课，多温习功课咯。
说了好多好多的道理。
蛮不错的！！
她说的很对。
所谓，解铃者终归系铃人。

跟许多人谈了。也想了好多。
就是无法站的起来。
好希望这个拜四的来临哦。
可以第一时间回家去。
因为，我知道我最需要的将会在那寻找得到。

坏人？我像吗？
只是嘴巴直了点。性格坦率多点。
不爱假惺惺对待人。
就会被归纳为坏人一族吗？
是这样的吗？
都没有眼睛吗？不会观察的吗
瞎的吗？茸的吗？
还是装疯卖傻着呢？

在这个角落发挥不出自我最高境界的本色。
就该自我改变吗？还是被淘汰吗
笑话!简直就想哈哈大笑！！

爸妈，你家小儿子好想念你们噢。=.=
真的好想好想。。。。

再次的跌倒

一大清早，就睡不醒就懒惰上课。
那个超级无聊，超闷的课！
之后呢？上building services.
老师分考卷。我的找不到。是vincent把我拿。
再一次的，我考到很烂！超级烂！
证明些什么了？

再一次的跌倒了！！！

说真的，我从没想过自己会拿到酱的成绩。
48分！！ 大便！简直是垃圾！！

那么简单的考试都只拿48？？
只有笨蛋才是如此！！


也许上个学期考到差到暴！我对这科有些信心。
有用个屁！还不是再拿到那样的成绩。
不是没上课啊！不是没温习啊！
就连按计算机都会出错！
错的不是一小部分！是大部分！！

真的真的很无奈。可以怎样？！
当时，我的却傻掉。脑子顿时间想的就是没用。
英文称为的 useless!!!!!!
真的那么的定下自己。
不是没失败过。失败的次数多过我成功。
但，有什么用呢？！ 还不是一样。

在食堂叫了一碗饭。倒了半碗有余。
是没胃口吗？还是在反醒着？
是在演戏！！！

每当有失败有差错，肯定会找身边朋友们的安慰。
这次，只有真正的几位懂而已。
因为我选择了沉默。独自学会承受。
只有
一位kampar的好友 kel。一位家乡好友。
但，这次他们说的很对。
不可以再次沉浸在内了。是时候爬出来好好想想未来了。
我就是那样。终究消沉自己在不开心。赖死都不愿爬出来！
有谁懂呢？只有他们两位。
他们说的对极了！
和一位新朋友。

kelvin的“堂兄弟”。
不懂为什么，跟他谈话好轻松。
就像跟kel相处般。蛮自在的感觉。
不用带着任何的心态，就简单的谈天。
他告诉我说，他也失败过。也犯过小小的错误。
1+1=20？？
起初以为那是逗人开心的笑话。但不是！
的却是他犯过的错！
目的是说，再小的错误人人都会犯。

希望这次的跌倒能盼的到真正站起来的黄忠豪！
希望他们所浪费在我身上的口水是没有白费的。
谢谢他们那颗真诚的心。我是真正感受到的。

谢谢！

还有抱歉我的家人，再一次我让你们失望了。
即便你们没带着任何的抱怨，期盼。。
凡是要我尽力而为就好。
但，这一次，我再次做错了。

对不起！

早起的鸟儿有虫吃

好奇怪哦！那么早就起床了。
今天的课老师因有事取消了。原本可以回家的。
但，想到里两星期后就回家，长达两星期，所以还是暂时搁置吧！
就等到时一次享受个够。

昨夜个妈咪通了电话，她说小舅已经弄好马六甲的酒店了。
大家都拿向公司请了假期。
意思是准备出发了咯！
哈哈哈哈。也跟我表妹谈了该有的烧烤会和夜间活动。
是时候轮到我们这班人搞起活动了。

昨夜有位朋友上网向我倾诉他的心事。
该怎么帮助他呢？家事来的哦！
就跟他谈了一会儿咯。
也许是我吧！太少回家了。鲜少关心起这位好朋友。
好友，再等两星期就可以找你了。哈哈哈哈。。
希望他会想通吧？！

因为家人是最重要的。是我们人生里的全部。
家人在现在的的确确占据了全部的位置。
只有他们。。 真的真的。。

哈哈，该去在睡第二轮了。
“晚安”咯。。。。

兄弟之情

这个周末，什么都没做！只是看戏而已，哈哈哈哈。

看了一出讲叙消防工作的连续剧。

其中有一场，兄弟A因为吃醋他的好友，因此在火场发生了意外。

在那种激烈及极度生命机具威胁的情况，他俩才真正体会到兄弟之情。

就因为那位女生，他们演变成如今的面局。

是她的问题？虽然B已经让了给A。

但，事实是这样的吗？感情真的是如此吗？

女生能当做礼物东西交换，礼让的吗？

结果呢！

A变了植物人。B放下A对他的种种误会。

继续守在他的身边。果真够义气！！

最近认识一位新朋友。好吓人噢！

这人竟然跟我最好朋友同姓同字。就只差最后那个字。

连乡下也一样。似乎是堂兄弟般呢！

但，他们竟不认识对方。任何关系也没有的。

果然真的有够刚好的。世界天大地大，酱也行哦！

是个不错的人。可以谈许许多多。蛮不错的！

起码不用担心这担心那，什么都可以谈个够。

这种就是我需要的朋友。什么都不要有，什么居心都不该带入。

就那么简简单单的谈天。多么快乐的一件事啊？！

最后，让你们看张照片。

猜得到是谁来吗？一个幼稚动作。

就是那么的单纯，简单，就可以变为最好的朋友。

好怀念那种真心的朋友哦！

之前的那段时间真的真的好开心。

当中可以真正列入出生入死，一生一世的知己。

就是他了。。。

该去吃粥了！自己煮的。

一大早和chin hui到市场买的肉。

但是，被那老板骗。量也没量就收我们钱。

下次，我到别档买。哈哈哈哈！！！

五月天（知足）

一边听着这首歌，一边写这的感觉也还蛮妙的。
知足？好多身边朋友都说我是个不知足的人。
凡是都得要求到很满足那种的。
尤其是我身边的朋友。更是。。。。
所以，经常得罪别人。也许是称呼人少，脸黑多吧？！
庆幸的是还有一班同乡的老友们。
真的很想念他们全部哦。
和他们一起驾摩多到处去。有事没事都聚在一块谈天到饱。
说人是非到爽。甚至无聊到暴得那种种滋味。

今天下午，我放了也是同样来自五月天的那首
你不是真正的快乐上网。。。
突然整日都在听他们的歌曲，果然一级棒。

今天的生活好简单噢。
一大清早到市场买了菜煮面吃。
接着就是上网。
仿佛上网就是我人生的全部。无聊到暴！！
好希望在这个时候有位朋友会载我去逛街。

偏偏的！是到一间新餐馆去吃晚餐。难吃死了。
价钱也不是很便宜。简直是折磨人！！

刚刚在半小时前听了一个故事。给了些不好的意见。
是坏人吗？我也不肯定。
但，他是我一位还算很好的朋友。
所以我觉得我应该坦率面对他的。
希望他会好好的。坚强面对问题。面对过去。

他也让我回想起我之前一位超好的朋友。
。。。。。。
凡事都该学会知足吧，黄忠豪！

人生的种种

首先，在这向在瀑布遇害的他们一个哀悼。

记得不久前，我到过的那地方。现在却演变成今日的局面。
果然是，人算不如天算。因为世人是无法预测未来。
明日的东西又有谁人可以推算的到呢？

我蛮佩服其中的一位。一位广为人知的学生。
我也看了他的部落格兼多项youtube。
看了他生前写的许多东西。真的蛮不错。
一位喜欢把自己的故事，周遭的所有都与朋友们分享的。
实在是佩服佩服。

他的朋友们也为他准备了好多东西。照片短片。
虽然不是他生前的朋友，但我佩服他。真的！
他领到我想从新回到这。
把自己的一切都和大家分享。
因为谁人也不能担保明天的未来。
只有做好自己，别让将来留下遗憾。
这就是我未来人生的哲学。 。。。。

我最亲爱的哥哥 和家人

好开心哦。现在我是用这新的电脑呢。哈哈哈哈。。
说实在的。一直以来，我都抱着哥哥疼爱弟弟是件天经地义的事情。
直到最近，我才发觉我的哥哥是超疼我的。
早前，他买了一架电脑。我就也吵着要。他就买了这部。
虽然不算是什么名牌，但这20寸的银幕我真的超爱它。
他自己本身也只不过用那平平常常的而已。
哥，谢谢咯。一直以来的错误兼幼稚的想法，不好意思呀！

还有，在上个星期。 他还带我到他工作的地方去见识见识。
因为是一项鲜少在我国才用的工程手法。那就是石灰加冰块。
两兄弟一夜不睡就是为了见证这奇特的工程。因为这只有在半夜进行才会
得到最好的效果。我穿了二舅的鞋子出发去。
一路上，他就叫我要礼貌。见到任何人都得握手打招呼。
果真，我看到了他们公司的区部副总裁，GM,一位经理，工程师，和一些职员。
他们的副总裁是洋人。因为除了一些问题，全部都战战兢兢的。也许这真的是
一项艰难的功程吧？！ 毕竟要把冰块定在一个度数是件难如登天的事！
但，我还有荣幸根那位GM握手谈话。还不错咯!
总结来说，真的获益不浅。毕竟从书本上所看到所听老师讲的都有些不同。
亲身体验果然一级棒！！

再说，我爸妈和外公到来游玩的那几天果然不错。
我们一大家人到了一个晚宴去。那福州会馆的晚宴。
因为我的大舅是副会长的关系，我们大批人马到场去支持。
（说实在的是去吃好料，哈哈）
出发前，我才发觉自己的裤带忘记带来。
二舅就把他的给我。不过我不会穿。因为我的不是那种。
之后，竟是我的外公帮我穿。爸妈，阿姨，舅舅们都在那笑起来了。
哈哈哈哈。但是，不适合啦。太大了。之后呢，我外公拿他的给我。
真是吓倒哦！ 但，也是不可以。真好笑。
我就说不用紧，就别穿吧！但，他们说等下屁股会跑出来。
因为我的裤太松了。
最后，二舅把他的那裤带剪掉。才适合穿到。
在那，我见到了部长江作汉，前任的陈祖排等人。。。
其实我大舅可说是对我期望最高的。
好希望也可以像他一样的那么成功咯。
（只要改掉全身懒惰的病）

所以呢！家人真的是我的全部。好喜欢跟他们在一起那无忧无虑的感觉。
我们也打算在年尾到马六甲去旅行。
我小舅是此活动的负责人，也就是主席咯。
期待哦。 12月的家人旅行。
哈哈哈哈

What I wan to be in 10 years time

lost myself... again i lost myself.. now can be consider as the last minute already.. but,i stil blur.. blur about it.. dont know where to start on it? dont know what type of questions the stupid lecturer may come out? but,the important point is i dont have any motivation in my studies..
maybe the cause is come from lazy.. the word of lazy really killing me..
i never listen while that old man was teaching in front of me..so,it can be as a very very hard and tough subject for me...

then,i asked my GOD... nolar actually.. he actually was my classmate... an intelligent and siao siao one guy.. he can study and play in the same time.. i told him about my problem and he told me call my mom and talk to her...but,,my mom sleeping lol..(actuallly this noon she just called me)

so,he suggested an another to me.. thats write an essay title *What I wan to be in 10 years time*


as u all know, my ambition is not be a quantity surveyor.. but,is to be a physcologist...
just becasue of the many many and many reasons,,i join it.. the QS course...
from the day i enter and be a part of quantity surveyor... i already accept it..
accept the fact that i was born to be a quantity surveyor..

after having many talks with my uncles those also quantity surveyor..
i know about my future... i have to follow the sequence...starting from measure this measure that.. then, learn a lot of the contract... master those contract because it useful while we communicate with our clients,.. and if im work hard or even good luck enough,,maybe can be a contract manager.. that consider as the leader of quantity surveyors..

so, to achieve that level..i know i have to follow step by step.. since i admit that im a future quantity surveyor, i never blame about it anymore.. just try to do my best in every assignments, projects, practicals...the reason is i want to learn more.. i want to get more and more info on it..(seems i have no other choices)..

i dont want the last time attitude already.. every test..every works also last minute work.. tired u know?? i just want everything going to be fine...can get a ok ok result.. thus, can join a weell known company and be a quantity surveyor.. a quantity surveyor that really got knowledge and skills.. a quantity surveyor that not regret this and that.. a quantiry surveyor that not feel regret after every test... thats what i want to be...

i dont want disappointed my mom and dad that hope one of their son be a good quantity surveyor(seems my brother already join in marketing family)..so,,i am the only hope for them..
i know why they want me to be a quantity surveyor.. they dont want me experience the hard and tough life as what they having right now...
second,,i dont want to disappointed my 3 uncles that working as a quantity surveyor in current.
i want take them as my role model... want to be part of them..

thats all what im thinking right now.. so,, measurement is my first challenge in the way to be a good quantity surveyor.. .. hope that i can pass over it..
and no more last minute work in my life....because i am a quantity surveyor.. that not easily give up (hope so,,hahaha)

clarence,,thanks.. quite useful actually... =.=

从前从前

记得周董那首歌是这么唱到的－－从前从前，有个人爱我很久，但偏偏风渐渐，
把距离吹得好远．．． （（一首我最爱的歌曲）

爱我？是她吗？还是我朋友？是我同学吗？还是我敬爱的家人哦？
曾经有个知己告诉过我．．你懂吗？你的人生很幸福．有超疼爱你的家人．
有一群超friend的朋友．甚至有出现过的仰慕者．．
老实说，那时候的我只是觉得非常的开心．．开心与不开心．．
可以说是我人生的所有．那种种的一切．．都有他们的参与．．他们的相伴左右．

很无聊哦？突然写那么多的废话！！没法子咯．．超闷嘛．．又不能读书．．
身体很疲倦却又睡不着．．就好想我那群猪朋狗友了．．还有我的爸妈．．
相信这来临的假期，我可真要好好的陪陪他们了．．
好久没有一伙出去玩了．好久没有谈话到天亮．．好久没有骑摩托车逛街了．．
也好久没有跟他们去逛夜市了．．

接着就是我去年的一段超有意义的生活．．
四餐（包括夜宵）都一起．．骑脚踏车到处逛．．去湖边吹风．．淋雨弄湿身体．．
到mamak谈天．．坐窗外看风景．．说心事．．种种的一切．．
当然少不了我最开心的是我好朋友第一次骑脚车载我．．那差些跌到的感觉好恐怖哦！

那种特别与众不同的感觉，处于城市是永远永远享受，体会不到的．．
这就是我的人生．．不对！！应该是以前的人生．．
也许有好多人觉得那时幼稚天真的想法？！但，那就是我．．我的过去．．
也因为如此，好想回到从前哦．就到那种无忧无虑．．不会时时受尽折磨．．
受尽人性悲惨的多样化性格．．

就那么的简单．．有家人相陪左右．．有一大群知心良伴随我身边．．
一起的分享人生的喜怒哀乐．．那么简单的生活又该有多好呢？
去听听吧．．．周杰伦的那首歌．．．晴天．．

人生的污点

在我的人生，除了学业之外．我真的很少很少让自己会有不满的．就算是，我也都会努力让自己 不要抱着后悔的．唯一我真的真的很后悔的就是．．．．我今天的题目－－人生的污点

好久好久以前，记得她家里发生了非常非常严重的事情．也因为如此，我俩就那么草率的完了． 我抱怨为何她是可以那么的不把我带着身边一起面对．就让她选择独自面对她新的人生新的生活．就那样的，我们开始鲜少联络了．．还记得有一次，我看到她发的一封信息．．原来她要我
上网找她聊天．．但，我可是过了一段非常久的时候才发现那信息．．是好几个月的时间．．．

我甚至天真的以为也许她是要适应她那新的读书环境吧？！

就在半小时前，我看了她的部落格．第一次！！这竟然是我第一次看她所写的东西．
顿时间，我真的再次的后悔了！要是我当初紧握着她！要是我当初没那么的吊儿郎当！
种种的一切都会变得不一样了．她也不会那么的辛苦．．经历这种种的生活了．．

黄忠豪！！！就算这年里你不曾碰感情又怎么样？就算现在后悔又可以如何？？
你终究是个弱者！是个曾经失败到极点的弱者．．
好想时光到流哦！那么我就可以好好的补偿！！别发梦啦！！

好希望现在可以在你身边，就算只是你身旁的那位普通的聆听者．．
我也满足了．．真的．．
现在，就好好读书咯！！学业是你人生的全部．．．加油吧．．

真诚的那句．．．对不起！！
还有加油噢．．希望你的学业能够让你找到快乐．．重新回到那个开朗的你．．

最后冲刺的结果

刚完成了degree的第一科考试．说实在的，还真的蛮后悔．为何又再次的临时抱佛脚呢？
是否这早已形成了的一种学习态度呢？以前是这样，现在也是，将来呢？
难道就已那种草草了事的态度继续我的人生吗？悲哀悲哀．．．

其实老天还真的没真正的放弃到我吧？因为我在昨天，也就是说考前一天．．老天爷显灵
了呢！有位神教我了许许多多的东西．．还蛮欣慰啦其实，就当周遭围绕着一群无畏的时候，
有位朋友是还不错的．还是那发出内心的那句话－－谢谢咯,那位很凶的老师．沈老师！！！
真的教了我许多东西，当中当然也少不了那些愚蠢的问题吧？看来可是最没脑的那位学生．
总结还算不错啦，可以及格咯（虽然忘记了许多）．．哈哈哈．．

考完了这又可以歇息下．毕竟最后的冲刺耗尽了许许多多的精力呢！
所以咯？为什么要最后一分钟？？为什么？？
早点准备，早点学习．．不就好了嘛？？哎！！！

总之现在的心情好零乱哦！好像立即完毕那些耗费体力精神的考试．回家好好的休息个够．
回家跟我父母还有外公吃晚餐，谈天．．回家和朋友聚聚．毕竟也只有他们才是我现在
想要珍惜的，应该拥有的．也只有他们才是真正的了解及关心我黄忠豪的．真的　也只有他们．．

最后，希望接下来别再最后一分钟了咯．最后一分钟的努力真的好辛苦啦！！
再次的谢谢那位沈老师．．谢谢．．．

reality world

wow.. now only i know. really.. i know many many and many new things since the first day i join the family of Setapak or even the group of Quantity Surveying. really quite diff from wat the life i experienced before.. nonon.. is totally diff.!!

i cant tahan those people who care their marks as well.. cant understand why people so selfish.. and oso cant imagine how their coming life ll going on.. let say.. now u got 4.0 in ur whole degree courses.. got the first honour in ur cert.. then get a good job and be a millionaire or maybe billionaire.. but,will u happy in the end?? dont stupid lar!!!! use your brain to work ok??

next time,ur children and ur grandchildren ask aboutur study life..ur style of communication.. ur pattern on how u treat ur frens.. can u answer for that? u know how to face them indeed? just try to think in normal way,zhong hao... dis few days, my closer frens keep asking me to do so... keep calling me.. keep messaging me.. or even my mom oso call me so often.. ask me try to be happy always.. enjoy my life then.. im trying , mom n my true frens.. wish me gud luck ya..(although it is really hard.. really really hard..for me)

i dont even know hows ll i going to change myself after 4 years..i cant imagine... and oso not dare to face the new characteristics.. i scare i lost my own character that i like the most.. i scare to lost those happiness while mixing wif people..

btw,i have to thx to those people that can forgot many things so oftenly.. to those peole that like to ignore many stuff while together.. to those reality people that like mark or even results to become better 1 people.. u all make me awake.. i really wake up dis time.. for u all, result is the best prove.. and can try to use any methods just to get what u all wish to get... i really thx and pei fu u all.. u all make me learn many new things ooh.. so,,have to say THANK YOU ya... hahaha

and, i would like to say thanks to those accompany,keep talking in phone,keep messaging one closet frens oh.. escpecially my hometown frens and my 1359 housemates...again thx u all( from heart lar dis time).. hahaha...i am still myself while be with u.. dont worry... it is because the moment be with u all,,i only can get the happy and really enjoy.. dis call LIFE.....

for those who read dis blog, try to understand the meaning of life.. result is not everything.. but happy is the most important in our LIFE....

今时的我

好奇怪的感觉哦？平日的那个我是那么的爱说话，那么的爱投诉．今天的我
变得好安静哦！就连我的室友也觉得好懊恼！究竟怎么了？
是环境！是！就是它把我变了．我彻彻底底的改变了些许．

说真的，我好累好累噢！真的极之的疲惫了．刚接过我母亲大人的来电时，
我都忍不住的告诉她我真的很累真的很不开心．她好像被我吓着了呢！
据我出生至今，似乎是第一次告诉她我不开心吧？！好奇怪哦！

在这段时间，有过两为朋友给予过我不相同的意见．那为相识已久的朋友要我
以平常心去面对，要我开朗的去尝试新人生；那位刚认识不久的朋友却要我适者生存的
感觉，希望我重整自己，站起身来！

都谢谢他们吧．起码在我无奈时有着他们的开导及冷笑话．应该怎么办呢？
需要时间吧？！让我好好考虑考虑．就领悟到了沉默是金这道理．真的谢谢那个教我的人．
在学习中．　　　加油吧！

无聊的人生

好乏闷的生活哦．整日都好像无所事事般．似乎生存在一个毫无意义的一个角落．好可悲叻！
身边许许多多的朋友都想尽办法要我站起来，别再吊儿浪当了！很难．真的很难！
也许还没有真正的融入这大城市吧？还没真正习惯人人的假假，还没学会如何去和种种
复杂的人心．他们都说该长大了．哈哈！其实，我个人是觉得好难．

试问当人与人不分彼此，不戴面具，不用居心．．．就那么的简简单单的，那该有多好？
他们不累吗？终日得绞尽脑汁的想办法去面对不同的人．不同的人用个别的应对方法．
有时侯真的也蛮佩服他们！要是我的话，肯定头脑爆炸了吧？哈哈！
记得那一天，我要我的一位好友教我．教我复杂．想办法跟不同的人相处．但是，他不肯！！
他要我用我原本的自己来继续我的生活．说什么时间可以改变一切．我能有过人的开心是因为我拥有这性格哦！

期待吧？！我自己也蛮向往新的改变．哈哈！在这种情况下，真的很不开心．．真的好难受有时侯．也许她说的对吧？我黄忠豪习惯给人宠，把别人的让当做一种理所当然了＞＞哈哈哈
慢慢吧！应该可以的．说真的，只是有时侯好想有个依靠！因为实在是太累了啦！

就如今天的考试，其实不会很难！就因为懒惰，临时抱佛脚．．甚至把tutorial的问题都会弄不见．又怎么温习呢？可以怪谁人呢？每次都那样，得过且过，不了了事．哈哈哈．．他们说这才是我哦？哎！！！

人往往会回想从前，总会把现在跟从前做比较．是好事吗？有个新认识的朋友却说有目标有挑战有压力才爽，才会使自己进步．我呢？考虑中！！！思考着．．．哈哈哈

memories of kampar..

to be honest,i hate kampar at first.. keep complained bout the place to my frens or even my housemates that time..kampar is a place that only has lake, hill and buffalo.. i cant even survive myself there.. every weekend,i went back my hometown.. thus, complained it to my parents and also my hometown frends.. and also had apply to transfer back to PJ.. but, just because im just transfered from Pj... so,i cant get the opportunity to do so.. my frens so happy bout that when i cant get it..

btw, it all passed i think... all is diff as before... we cant even cycled to campus sides of the lake.. hows a nice view the journey along... we cant even cycled out to lung kai at midnight... we cant even go to yc everynight... cant taste the teh tarik in ABC.. the egg tart in pasar malam.. we cant go basketball court talk... cant sit outside of my room... cant chat with my housemates n my clasmates gary wong,,kana.... cant have my ex-housemates cares.. cant have anyone that can make me feel so comfortable and maybe so relax.. i really miss them.. miss the place Kampar that make me know them...

the things i missed kamapr the most was my best buddy cycled me... so so so happy that time...

that was part of my regret too by the way...

i miss kk that can support me all the time before... and even treat me as his best fren maybe..

i miss kel.. that was listen watever all my words before. i really super missing him..

i miss gary wong.. my best classmate in TD4... so happy and feel relax while in class wif him..

i miss karyn.. that can ans my call and came anytine any moment to accompany n help me...

i miss my housemates.. kim xiong.. steve... miller... ricky... that had experienced uncountable happiness wif me in that year..

thx... u all bring a lot of happiness and memories for me.. i appreciate u all so much..

in the 1 year.. i never lose myself... im still d secondary scul or hometown one happily guy...

thx thx thx thx thx........

my fren told me...have to grow up... have to think on other ways.. have to study hardworking... and also have the skills in human communications... so so so many things i have to learn right now.. without my best buddy they all... it quites hard for me actually.. but,,i have to.. no excuses for me to escape from that...lol...

金宝二十四小时之旅1

早两天，我到了金宝一趟。这一回，我不再是以一名金宝学生的到来，也不是以一位1359得住客的名义。这一次，我只是一个纯粹归来探望朋友的我，一位既心事重重兼不开心的*旅客*。

一路上，我竟不大认得出路来。好可笑哦！也大概快把这陪了我一整年的*天堂*给忘掉？ 怎么可能哦？1359，不是我这次到站的终点了。这一回不会，下一回也不会，将来又怎会呢？
相反之，1301変成了我這次旅途的終站。

首先，我就去把我那久未見面的*鉄馬*給挖出來。它可真是行呢！陪伴我走遍大街小巷足足有一整年的光陰了。也可能是从未拿过休假吧？操劳过度吧？它竟然休息了，泄气掉了．哈哈哈！！
我之后就带它回到那当初可以任凭我胡乱放肆，为所欲为及充满一大箩美好回忆的１３５９去了．

原先，我对那１３５９充满着许许多多的期待及想念．是的！一到那，数之不尽的开心，兴奋，甚至那种一整年所发生过的种种喜怒哀乐事件再次的浮现出来了．哈哈哈！但，听到种种有关方面的不满事件，我开始觉得有些伤心．为何之前的那种１３５９和睦相处，特别融洽，甚至有别于其他人的那份感情不见了呢？是跟随我离开了吗？还是，给这被污染的社会带走掉了？珍惜吧！！！

过后呢！．．．．．．待续．．．．　哈哈哈

我回来了

相隔了那么久的时间，我终于回来了。
那位无时无刻都在埋怨，抱着不满兼品行恶劣的我回来了。
我的回来既没有那首歌曲中所带出来的等待，期盼的感觉。 还不幸哦!!
带给你们的却是那种 吓人，惹人觉得烦的回来。 蛮独特的嘛? 哈哈哈

怎么办? 我始终还是改不了。也许"它"依赖在我的躯体里有了一段非常非常漫长的一段日子。
怎么把它摔也摔不掉。 哎!!!! 真头痛。。
难道习惯了临时用一天的温习来对战那艰难甚至看不明的考试已经是我的一种性格?
我不要! 真的不需要!!
好比方说，明天的考试。现在我都还在这做什么? 怎么了? 我究竟是怎么了?
好累呀!! 真的好累好累!!

科系烦闷的累，周遭环境的污浊，甚至是民生问题的苦恼。
现在的我相信了。 相信那2012年所有的传说了。
相较与他? 那位进来得到我的尊重的那位前辈? 我还真的不算什么?
因为本身的那份


热衷于民生病态，为社会打抱不平的那位偶像，我真的连一小颗的灰尘也不是。。
即便您已经向大家挥手道别了，但您的那份心意 那份情。。。。
大家是会铭记不忘及珍惜的。。 就一直到2012 年。。
我们谁人也不能知晓的那所谓的"末日"是长什么样子吗?
就等待吧!!!! 哈哈哈

setapak2

im going to change my blog become mandarin soon...
after 1 week,when my hostel got the streamyx..
sure i will re-write my blog so so so often..
i promise u..

at here,i would like to say sorry to those who love n me so much before..
im not worth for it.. im wong zhong hao..
thats all from me..

thx..

sri pelangi life..

quite happy wif my sri pelangi life... haha...
better than expected... kampar maybe? it nt left not so much memories for me in case..
wesley terence chin hui seng hock and zhong hao....
the best 128-13-13 ooh...

especilally my roommate,,pity him lol...
hahaha...

all the best to him maybe...

=.=

setapak,i coming..

hello.... its time to say gudbye to all kamparians n those happened round there...
the perak campus
ABC' teh tarik
wu fu 'food..
long fong kuk' mee..
1359' B1 room
Westlake basketball court, the lake...............
or even the A sing K box....

all going to end....

KAMPAR, close file!!!!

BYe

leaving kampar..

can imagine that i will be leaving this place a few hours later..
kampar? wat i place that i hated the most..
now,,i missing u.. a place that full of enjoyable n hapiness..
the housemates n friends that care me the most..
last two days my housemates started to move out.i really cant imagine..
why? why the date coming so fast? even i havent make the preparation yet.
tats why my management exam till alomost get FAIl!!!

i maybe is a person that happy go lucky sometimes..
but,i really really cant leave wat i earn n have it right now..
i cant think bout hows my future life ll be going on..
need how much of the time to surrender to the new environment again.. at least

i have them here..(going to be had)
3K(KK,Kelvin,Karyn) and oso teoh ph li..
they all my best buddies here.. even happy or moody,they sure besides me..
really can be the nature person when im beside su all.. without stress and any unhappy
although sumting unhappy happened in dis sem, but i still missing u...
the happily life and sadness we experienced together...

even in singing K, i really cant voice up when sing the second last two song..
d meaningful song for u all and me..
at the moment, my brain started to generated but many many and many
the uncountable stories we had created in 1359,, created in kampar dis damn place maybe..
my happiset moment in kampar that when i found a very very close buddy..
play water while rained.. or maybe go out yum cha all the night..

my room 1359 B1,, my favourite mamak ABC,, my closet housemates and frens..
everything going to be end soon.. wat happy we keep in our heart while the rest
just take as an experience... work for our future.. our everything by our own..
nothing can be set up naturally or by others..
maybe im going to be losing someting that very important in my life. but i feel proud
n happy the time i had it.. thanks... and i really miss u actually...

its the time to bb lol..
thx lol kk, the present and oso da pao for me everytime..
pl,,the be shong and happiness u brought for us..
karyn,, the accompanies n the best listener..
kx,, the egg tart u bought always...
and oso kw,, the happiness n moody u brought to me..

KAMPAR... bye forever..
1359 B1,,u were my sweet memories..
TD4,, my best class in UTaR..

stay happy and relax always.... haha..

7.4.2009

hows a long time no upgrate the blog already..
wat the good news i would to share is i found the house
the sri pelangi.. a quite reasonable and good located huse.
the process in get that house was terrible..
we saw round 7-8 houses in a day.
5.20 paid deposit. 5.40 start to sit train..
hey.. 6 pm bus ooh.. hows rushing our time at that moment..
we 4 ppl cant even know where the location of puduraya after
came out from the train. only listen the blur blur direction from
sin mun.. then,we just act like a gang of crazy..
first time sit on the train.
first time ran in the big road located at big city
even hows nice the view of china street,we also duno..
wat we know was just ran... to our destination..
that experience was interesting. at least can had for sumting
for we all to experienced for the first time..

then,i started to sleep..
everyone was tired but i wake up at the half way..
suddenly,my "brainstorming" came gain..
i think so much again........
at first, i think bout my grandma.. that dead on 4.4 ten years ago..
she was the someone who love me so much before..
an accident took her away from me..
i missing her.. even after 10 years later,i still missing her.

after that,i think bout my future life in setapak.
b4 this,i keep teling ppl and also myself that i hate kampar..
i prefer setapak more than kampar..
BUT,after the moment i paid the deposit..
i start to missing kampar.
a place made me lost my best fren
my happiness and also my original smile...

in the contrast,here has a lot of the sweet memories too.
my housemates that care me the most. solved my dinner da pao everytime.
accompany go lung kai when i was free.. go lake when heavily rain..]
yum cha almost every night and also played the game "T or D"
my classmates that sing K wif me almost every wednesday..
celebrate the all ppl birthday.. 3838 when mouth wan to exercise..
and also go " shan bu" when kong xu..

so,for the first time i would to say..
KAMPAR,i think i like u..
a place that only contains 3 things..
hills,,lake and also cow..just like i said before..
hahahaha...

26.3.2009

long time no come to talk craps.. dis week really so so so busy..

the communication presentation ah> the management assignment ah>

even though wif those busy life,i still can keep yum cha and sleep in the morning..

wad an abnormal life i have?

>>> Role Play group

at here, congratulate lol.. even i not did well in the communication presentation, our leader-mr.seng hock geng lol.. thx lol.. haha..

i did 2 tests dis days. both also the worst. even the web page practical test, a lot ppl

helped me on that, still cant get better.. prove tat:i really bak chi in pc stuff..

the past prgramming and d webpage now.. headache..

we celebrated KANA birth last night. tot can give her a surprise.. haiz..

happy lol. can gather again.. next year wont be here to celebrate the birth anymore.

even is he/she, the probablilty to meet gain and have a birthday song also lower..

deduct the weekends, the days in kampar will be less than 30 days lol.. what the feeling should i have? it made me suffer, made me sad, made me lost many and many things..

btw, i think i will miss u.. a place for me to be angry always, a place for me to annoy ppl,

a place for me to sad and also a place for me to smile..

15.3.2009

its 3 am now.. nothing to do,so come to play play lol..

last 3 days was the chin hui birthday, we celebrated it many times.. sing in the class,surprise cake in yikmeng house.. and also when in 1359..

(1)our Td4 members oso long time no gather n play play liao.. coz of chin hui,we can had fun again.. hows nice.. haha.. can gambling summore.. when i saw their over active action when see gary"s motor,,hows fun lol..

summore the jelly wong dono how to "naik" to the motor seat.. haiz... citizen life.. hows bored...

(2)although our housemates cake was the smallest,but it meaningful.. it will be the last celebration with housemates in 1359 lol...really quite happy wif tat

our 1359.. a house tat full of happiness full of laugh before.. it going to change.. going to be the shape before.. a place to sleep ,a hostel to study ,and also a place to play online games maybe..

i will miss u maybe.. my 1359 B/1.. my best room to stay.. best view to see the whole kampar..

every morning can see the ppl cycle to scul rushly, go to wait bus with a heavy bag......

KAMPAR..... going to say goodbye lol...

11.03.2009

bored bored bored. start to have the feeling like before..
sien...>< juz like no any target in my life..
yesterday my mom problem solved... thx lol elwin di di
a fren that alwasy helped my settle my daily stuff.. hahaha
although i nearer to lost dis good fren, but my sem break make me realise more...
he really helped me a lot in tat momemt.. thx again to him..
really really so tired in my tats sem break holidays.. i think tat was the mimpi ngeri for me..
dont wan to think it somemore... pity my mom coz losed her best fren...
so,,for now.. wat i need to do is cares my best families.. they really need me..
for sure,they need me more.. maybe youths today thinks tat wat can make a ppl be success is hows well theis study hows smart in play the loveship or...
for me now, my dad,my mom,my grandpa,my brother will me my target to be going on.. hahaha


now going out yum cha gain... gain..gain... hehe.. and my housemate+classmate+fren birthday is coming...

CHIN HUi,happy birthday ooh.. ><